victoriaxxx1

Does everyone on here realize the spiritual power that they have in them due to these atrocities that have happened to them in the past?
I study metaphysics, religion, and spirituality.  I used to practice magic, at least I thought I did, then I realized it was just me using my powerful mind.  Then I realized that I had been doing it my whole life. 
This power most people dont have.  Or they dont know how to use it.
I then realized that so many powerful people have been molested (Oprah Winfrey for one, and a whole lot of my friend/lovers/ex-lovers).  Alot of spiritual leaders have been abused.  It seems to give the person IMMENSE coping strategies which are really the use of energy in their minds. 
I just know that I can mentally make whatever I want happen.  If it is God's will, it turns out great, if it is not, it doesn't turn out so great.  It is almost never on my timing either, but it happens. 
and it is hard being this way.  I think in the bible it says something like this road is not easy.  But man when you are feeling down, try to remember how much power you really have.

May sound crazy but it has helped me in alot of ways (and got me in alot of trouble too ;)

OK How does this thinkg work.